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You never realise how much you miss people until you speak to them. Spoken to some friend's who are at university tonight and it has made me realise that I really miss them. Just the laughs we used to have. The fact that there was always somebody to do something with. Somebody to sit with in the common room. It feels like there's a hole in my life, but when Christmas comes and they all return I will be whole again. God that sounds sad but it is kind of true. Everyone who is here is busy with their full time jobs, and there's me...only at sixth form for a few hours and unable to find a part time job. Sixth form is my life, and it's a boring one with people I don't really talk to. I sit there feeling so out of it, like I'm not a part of what they have. Hopefully some day soon it will change. But until then I will continue to miss the ones who have left.